How are you all feeling? Does anybody need help?
The world is a better place for me today. I am recovering so well.
The urges are gone, and the future seems bright.
So yeah, today is a good day. I hope you are all coping well ^_^
(and remember, if you want to recover- I’m always here to ask, and the bracelet project remains open!)
kill-alex-deactivated20120407 asked: i stopped cutting a month ago because of my wonderful girlfriend. we stopped together and it was great and i thought it would last a long time but i went to a party with her on friday and she hooked up with a ton of people and i saw mst of it and i just want to die i thought she was helping me and now when i think about her i just want to throw up all my insides shes a bitch and shes disgusting and i should have never stopped and now theres nothing sharp in my room because of her
Hey, hey, it’s okay. Calm down. Deep breaths. Stop and think for a moment.
This must be INCREDIBLY hard for you- I feel awful. That kind of cruelty is just inhuman. She doesn’t deserve you, she doesn’t deserve somebody as dedicated and loving as you. For you to have cared about her that much, you must be a wonderful person, and I bet you’d be an amazing girlfriend to anybody.
Now as for the cutting- I know it’s hard, but don’t do it. I know that at the moment, it feels like you shouldn’t have stopped, but trust me, breaking the addiction to cutting is the best thing you’ve ever done. I must have been so difficult to stop, it must have taken real effort, so don’t let that go to waste.
It’s okay to slip up. You’re never going to be perfect. If you can stay at one cut, for this one hurt, that’s alright. It’s not healthy, but it’s human, and it’s alright. What’s important is that you don’t ever go back to relying on it.
Somebody loved you, and that means somebody will love you again. And this time, they will be better.
So come on. Stay strong. Stand up.
I’ll hold your hand :)
This is a place to help you mend.
Its sole purpose is helping you recover from self harm.
So if you’re ready to change- join me.
We can get through this together.
